Time is a Sculptor: Five Poems by Vinita Agrawal

Photo: Karan Madhok

‘The valley hums every summer— / the murmur of a year’s worth of wounds. // It seems nature remembers / what we’ve have tried to bury.’

- Vinita Agrawal

What The Mountains Keep

 

We could be snow-crowned peaks 

or shadowed valleys, within ourselves.

 

Jagged cliffs of stillness, 

or breath hanging on a single thread.

 

The moon’s glow grazes the edge of night,

peaks fragment in the wake of standing eternal. 

 

The lone pine, gnarled and weathered, 

leans tiredly, gently, towards a void.

 

The valley hums every summer—

the murmur of a year’s worth of wounds.

 

It seems nature remembers

what we’ve have tried to bury.


*

 
The Unspoken Hymn of Trees

 

Even if I tried,

I couldn’t talk to the skies

the way trees did.

When trees spoke to the blue,

they unfurled their branches

like ancient maps,

as if they had much to confide

to the firmament.

Every leaf a sigil,

warding off silence.

The earth’s gladness

polished onto leaves,

wind used as cloth.

I could spend a lifetime

listening to the rustle of leaves.

All the trees I knew,

held fast their shadows

in the brightest hours of noon,

as if the essence of

root, branches, canopy,

was as much in the shadows

as in the form.

Trees looked best

in the morning,

covered with diamond

tiaras of dew,

swaying gently

to the hymn of dawn.

Watching them,

I’d feel my throat choke-up

to the air’s fluted magic.

Everything would become one;

the trees, the dawn, the breeze,

my breath. 


*

 

The Sculptor

 

If you visit a grove repeatedly 

it guides you to clarity, 

just as a river,  

speaks repeatedly to a single stone.

 

Wherever you stand, 

water carves a path, 

it whispers names of trees

in the language of roots.

 

Time is a sculptor— 

even stones learn to bend, 

wearing the wind’s patience, 

becoming dust. 

 

Those who carry

moss on their backs

like a green flame,

were once authors of canyons.   


*

 

Rain

 

The rain today

is not the kind that pours, 

but the kind that lingers— 

tapping the roof

like a hesitant typewriter, 

sliding down the window

like a forgotten envelope 

left on the floor. 

In the undergrowth, 

rising from the rot. 

A lone flower survives,

pale and strange. 

Once it was a lily,

white as snow, 

I think of how the rain falls,

strand over strand, 

the way I once braided plastic

into a lanyard, 

a thing meant to hold something, 

though I never knew what. 

And what do I offer in return? 

A cupped palm, a tilted face, 

a child’s belief 

that standing in the rain 

with nothing to give,

is enough. 

Here, I say,

as if the sky could hear—

here is my smallness,

my open hand.  


*

 

Teach Me, Bulbul 

 

You arrive, like light rain

among the branches, 

a flicker of shadow

dipped in wine-dark down, 

a bruise of ash-brown feathers

among the leaves,

a smudge of wings

against the sun.

Your throat

a flute, trembling with songs.

You tilt your head,

the black bead of your eye

holds the sky.

You bury your beak

in the blossoms,

drinking what they offer.

The tree sheds its flowers

without sound,

once you’ve  

had your fill.

Your hunger, a stapler

keeping flowers

on the boughs.

 

Bulbul, teach me

how to be the tree—

to bloom and break

and still know how to rise,

to hold the thorns,

the fruit, the memory,

and wear my wounds

as wings to the skies.

 

Teach me, Bulbul,

to be like you

a ripple of shade,

honey-soft and warm, 

your throat

a quivering cup

of unsung hymns.

Teach me.

***


Vinita Agrawal lives in Indore, India. She has authored six books of poetry and edited two anthologies on climate change. She is the recipient of the Jayanta Mahapatra National Award for Literature 2024, the Proverse Prize Hongkong 2021, the Rabindranath Tagore Literary Prize 2018 and the Gayatri GaMarsh Memorial Award for Literary Excellence, USA, 2015. She co-edits the Yearbook series of Indian Poetry in English. She was former Poetry Editor with Usawa Literary Review. She has been published in Global South, Pratik, Mascara Review, Indian Literature, Asian Cha, Voice and Verse, The Bombay Literary Magazine and the Knopf Newsletter among others. She is on the Advisory Board of the Tagore Literary Prize. You can find her on Twitter: @vinita65 and Instagram: @vinitaagrawal18.

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